Hopeless?

So hard now to let the words out,
Where we were then and how we are now.
Sound of time so loud and unforgiving
The repeating beats, each different from the last

MY FRIEND
I once had a friend, in whoes company i delighted
My friend, whoes simple smile used to remove heavy burdens
He eminated calmness and wisdom, sharing it with all around
But i was special, for I was amazing - so he said!